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Sense the feeling of shame
Decide what is causing it
Unable to figure it out, self-directed failure as a default autodirective
Identify the environment, look for clues to validate autodirective
Autod…

This afternoon I was swallowed whole
Thinking about how to tactfully lose my mind
How can I arrange the furniture and sweep up the dusted dew
How do I lose all control but maintain apparent composure…

What happens next? A fallen gaze

No forethought. No malice. Just null and void

They assume no connection. Walled within gardens

Importantly, slinging shit before delving into madness

From discord…

I feel compelled to be shamed to admit, and my shame tank is running empty, because this AI fuel feels cheap, but really just makes brains lumpy.

Look, I get it. AI is cheapeaning the esteemed valour…

It's been one week since you birthed at three
Short your arrival most beautiful angels, hallelujah
Patient and strong, unresolved conflictions made waste
You'll be forever and always loved

Sometimes I wonder if I don't know what hate is. I wouldn't say there's anything in the world that I hate. Well, there's probably self-loathing, but what part of that is a jumbled up mess of your own…

The world says hello