A very beautiful and peaceful life

Sense the feeling of shame
Decide what is causing it
Unable to figure it out, self-directed failure as a default autodirective
Identify the environment, look for clues to validate autodirective
Autodirective is self-destructive and often invaluably self-forgetful
The feeling consumes, the innocent, ignorant thought process
Naive in it's childishness, beautiful in it's irony
Seduces the habits of good-natured and holy men
The ones that keep the toch alight, the flame adue
There is it, the default self-hatred, the envisioned reflection
Of the mis-ambiguous malevolent entity, it's always there
It's watching, looking, perceiving, calculating, vectorizing
Determining your co-ordinates, fear is fun, the cryptic amusement
That self-immolates inwards, never outwards like foretold
It yearns for endpointing, for stooping to a destination
It unwaveringly advents out and makes new connections
New headlines, new strange syntactic amelioglobules
Oh, says the in-tact ego, was I supposed to be there, no, I fear
I'm too cowardly to make my mark.

I want to feed you, I want to seek great pleasure
I want to reward you, I want the hope of reciprocation
I wan to amke it this time, to take it t othe very edge
The clouds between you and eye, The One Foretold Amongst The Outwardly

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I'll do better next time.